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Tuesday, 17 March 2009

  • the way my mind works

    yes i am dumb,naive, gullible, unintelligent and yes i don't think for my own! i'm basically a fucking robot that follows orders and does what i'm told.

    and if you know my website and disrespected my wishes then you will know why i'm "mad" "sad" whatever you think i am. i don't care.

    the reason why i acted the one i did was because of the exact words you TEXTED me!
    " we have our separate lives"

    if we have our own lives then my friends are my friends and your friends are yours. Go ahead and call me a hypocrite because i've tried to be "friends" with your friends but never befriended them anyways...

    yeah..i dont know why i'm acting like this..jealousy? no...i honestly don't know what this feeling is..but really you're also a hypocrite texting me that and then prying into my "separate" life.

    i hate when we have these stupid arguments because you're the only person i tell anything too..and then being mad at you...i feel like i have no one to talk to anymore and i hate that feeling.

    and if you dont know this website then i guess you'll never know why i was acting the way i was.

Sunday, 22 February 2009

  • i dont understand

    it's been awhile since i've written in here and i guess that's because my mind hasn't been troubled. I haven't felt this way for a few months and now this feeling of depression and confusion has clouded my head once again..it's so tiring...i guess i feel this way because of "him" i've grown attached to him when he told me not to and when he does tell me he wants me to get attached because he is i hesitate.. but this was a while back now he's telling me that sometimes he needs time to himself and of course i understand but deep down i really don't if he loves me why would he not want to talk to me?

    i'm a needy person and it seems like i only go for people who need me and it seems like it's come to the point where he no longer wants me around/needs me at all.


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